Tuesday, March 28, 2006

hmm... just realised tt in 21 more days (3 more weeks) i am starting sch... tt's like so fast...
or maybe not... after like slacking for centuries....haha....
anyway been thinking like alot... n i mean alot...
n realised tt my life sucks tremendously....argh!!!!
i dun even know if e decisions i make r they wad i wanted in e first place...
i worry tt i may come to hate it someday n regret my choice....
there r so many i dun knwszzzzzzz.................****
i hate decisions..... so damn bloody confused with so many things....
we can onli chose one path yet there r like a thousand n one path waiting for u to pick.....
n u can onli chose one.... how do u even decide...pls!!!!!
sometimes u r like affected by money vs interest.... how do u pick....
i hate this whole damn thing....
wadever.... just hope everything can pass quickly n get on with it....

oh n also lately i dun know wad is wrong with me.....
i'm like having a cold war with myself or sth....
i'm like isolating myself or sth....
i dun even feel like communicating with anyone... just feel like locking myself up....
wtf is happening to my life....
guess i just have to wait for e tide to pass b4 i return to e real me... *sigh*....

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!

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