the rest is still unwritten...

whoa... i realised its been a long time since i last updated... *sigh*
i was quite busy lately with all my project n speech...
*argh*... screw e ppl who say poly is slacking time...
there are seriously so many things to do....
n so much catching up to do....haha...
but look at e bright side... in a few more weeks time.. its e hols... lol..
YAY!!!! can finally relax abit.. n meet up with my frens... oOo...

so many things have happened since sch started in april...
n in a flash, i am goin to have my ICA for my different subs next week.. which is equivalent to test...
n some of them i noe nuts bout it... omg.. need to do last min chionging already...
oh n lately, there have been some prob within e clique...
had like talks with my frens... n after tt... it made me reflect alot bout myself...
i guess... coz i am abit more easy-goin.. dun really take things to heart...
so i arent really bothered by such stuff....
but after hearing my frens opening out themselves bout how they feel to e situation... i cant help much.. but except share with them my own opinion n let them decide wad they wanna do....

To those who noe who i am refering to:
dun be too upset or bothered bout it...
seeing all of u feeling so sad n troubled by it... make me feel helpless...
sorri i cant help much... but its just up to u ppl to decide ur own path...
choose e one where u feel u will be happy n dun force urself to do anything u dun wish to do....

frens frens frens... where do we have to experience such stuff...
i feel extremely exhausted having to handle this whole new culture...
did i even chose e correct path... or am i regreting my decision now...
i seriously dun noe a thing....
guess i just have to take one step at a time....

i miss all my ij frens.... wonder how all of them r....
prob busy with their hectic schedule...
cant wait for e time where we could all meet up...
our supposedly "quiet clique" or "laughing 5"...haha...
i guess it's only when i am with u ppl tt i can share all my joys n sorrows...
really made me treasure u ppl more n more....

Guess life is filled with upredictable stuff....
u have to slowly experience them.... n piece them up...
n its at tt time when u reflect back... tt u noe more bout ur inner feelings..
ok.. i think im starting to crap... when try to blog more when i have e time..lol..